The first star
Saturday, November 11, 2006

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY R2&B2 !

How wonderful the angels i call bestfriends are born on the same date, at the same hospital. Been through the low's and the high's, the ups & the downs which landed us where we're now. Very comforting to know how we picked up from the first year of high school, till today, and no doubts till we all have receding hairlines!

... ok screw hiatus really. I know i've been putting &removing posts plus rongrong pointed out that i seldom update about myself already. Posting now serves a very significant purpose because it seems like i've lost touch with all my friends ever since cute him entered my life.

It's fuckedup feeling when you engaged in a haircut that is not what you expect it to be. And i really miss the whole bottom bunch of it! maybe after 2 seasons it will return back to me. Come back, hair, come back.

It has been a sugary ride, minus the slight bumpiness that is inevitable. Truth be told, I've been learning to curb my deepset habit of throwing tantrums whenever I like it. You paint this: 2 stubborn mules. I say no, he says yes, I say no, he says yes.. it goes on. other times, it's always teasingyou & teasingme. Too bad the sunsets don't stay and sunrises have to come (we fish till morning).
I used to blame you for having not much time spent with me, until now - since my MST has just started. and whenever you say that double-L, it tickles me so much that i have to stop feigning anger. Though sometimes I still doubt your feelings for me, I'm already starting to say the 3words with much clarity at heart. And frequently, your guitar(s) i still hear them playing after we have both put down the phone.
I don't know if it's eternity I'm spending with you but.. hey I just know your voice's my dope.

Losing can most probably be the most heartbreaking lesson we humans can ever learn. What's it like to never get back what was once yours and once here - unimaginable. The most precious thing ever they say it's life. I don't really quite think so, I say its death! For what's life without the existence of death, now you tell me.

YWith love, Valerie