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Just one of these (sad) days
Thursday, September 28, 2006

Angst, disappointment, fury and emotions of sorts filled half of me when I came into the light of news I cannot handle, all at one go. Thus I broke down in front of my parents with both eyes spirting jets of salty tears. Still, thanks dad for hugs, mommy for listening ears and the two friends who gave me absolute comfort by letting me know hope still exist.


Happy-me please return. And hope my soon-to-arrive 18th birthday
...is smashing.

YWith love, Valerie




For someone nice
Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Life > Afterlife
(It's self-explanatory)


Happiness evades as melancholy wages its silent war.
& for those who can't comprehend Elementary Mathematics..
don't bother!

YWith love, Valerie




Sidewalks
Monday, September 25, 2006

Jealousy encumbers everything.
There's this sight hard to swallow and the aftermath that follows: the acrid taste.
And vulnerability can actually lead a third party into a love that's made for two.
Soon after, everything cripples and falls back to where they were, so much for having claimed an infallible love who will see them through eternity.
The manifold facades of our breed - they are intricately perplexing. Even people who wish things were simpler, are complex themselves.

Nobody's a virgin, because LIFE itself screws us all.
But I always make it an effort to rejoice over that fact that there is really roses amongst the thorns, and not thorns amongst roses.

Why? Because happiness is just a state of mind.

YWith love, Valerie




Picture-perfect
Saturday, September 23, 2006

Here in my heart there's a picture of us, together forever, unfaded and unbroken.
Wherever you(&you&you&you) are, your love covers me.
Forever and forever, you(&you&you&you) will be here in my heart.


What crap. Burn that.

YWith love, Valerie




#%^$
Thursday, September 21, 2006

It shouldn't be a prosaic afternoon but now it is.
Everything should be as planned but now it isn't.

I'm having all these mixed up feelings which originate from places and people I don't know why.
Everything's taking a twist as the holidays are coming to an end.
How timely.
I think school's for the sad. I think it's for me.

Maybe I should just sit somewhere, and watch the world spin off in its own slow amazing grace. Take comfort to know at least at long last there's one nice thing to do.
With intestines & veins, Valerie

YWith love, Valerie




Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
Wednesday, September 20, 2006

You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you
You'd be like Heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
I guess the reason why some people search/wait for true love is because
it's the closest they can ever get to Magic.

YWith love, Valerie




Tuesday evening
Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Like I said, it so happens that I'm a bleeding female this week thus I can't join them for the swim, truth be told, I have some weight issue to settle before I can slip into the swimwear with ease and confidence - because having a bulbous figure makes it a feat almost impossible.

And it doesn't help you much when you had coke float, oily old chang kee, bubble tea, pack of twisties, carbohydrates, chicken wing & some other junk food.










YWith love, Valerie




Ah-boooyyyy's Birthday Chalet
Tuesday, September 19, 2006



















Finally the week ended off with fun and memories still freshly etched in mind. We had good food and booze along with it. Aloysius's birthday chalet was a smattering success, and thanks to everybody who made it. My brother had been a really bad host, leaving my sister and I to come up with means to cater to two three dozens of hungry people. Thank god, I had Amelia and Pepsi to fall back on the first night.

Lethargy IS now my greatest enemy because I've to travel to Daphne's house. Moreover, I can't swim with the girls because of the dreadful & uncalled for time-of-the-month. It's gonna be a packed week ahead and the much-awaited jolly I(we) will be having. Over these years, I'm getting more and more sick of dates, and more and more in love with group-outings. There is a disparity if you see.

YWith love, Valerie