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Airhead alert
Monday, October 30, 2006

Due to some reasons, I can't let you(airhead) know that I'm fully aware of this matter. It is truly to my dismay I can't question you straight in the face. But since I know you read my bloody blog, take this as much as you can: I really don't need your protocols.
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I registered for driving today at Bukit Gombak and booked a basic theory test date. Soon after, Ame went for her practical lesson as Pepsi and I waited for her in the canteen, talking nonsense. The three of us had an awfully radical time just chatting about the good&bad matters. I wish we'd stay like this forever. Because the friends who joke together with you comes by rare. Even rare are the friends who joke and ache with you.

My heart skipped 7 beats seeing my baby today. Haha, even though it was a pathetic half an hour or so.

YWith love, Valerie




zoo//barney
Monday, October 30, 2006

Attended a wedding dinner at the Mandai zoo. The bride and groom arrived in a fairytale horsedrawn carriage! However, the food, though delectable, is of no comparable standards to hotels.

Wasn't a bountiful reap at Bedok jetty but nothing's lost as I enjoyed seeing you doing the things you like to from sunset to sunrise. Tricks up your sleeves and tricks you do makes you a Barney better than Barney. To my Barney/purple paedophile/sole hugbearer: one day in no time, I know you're going to seriously mean the whole world to me. Right now, I just miss you so.

YWith love, Valerie




time
Tuesday, October 24, 2006

lomography

for the first time, i find courier nice.
i hope people see what i see,
feel what i feel,
hear what i wanna say.

YWith love, Valerie




something good
Sunday, October 22, 2006

Definitely not the most romantic, but the sweetest.
Definitely not the quietest, but the most ever-ready to listen.
Definitely not the most harmless(in spiting me), but still the most thoughtful.
The heart is a pumplike organ of blood circulation located in the chest between the lungs and slightly to the left.
And today, I was happy to find you there.

YWith love, Valerie




:( :)
Saturday, October 21, 2006

The cold truth you broke to me last night rankles still. I wish I don't care, but I do. And I really hope it's gospel truth when you say it won't hurt me that much in the future.

You know you're the favourite whenever I wake up/stay up just to talk to you, whenever I get super jealous when you talk about/look at other girls, and when in actual fact I prefer you to radiojoe anytime (though I like him quite a lot).
So I found out: your voice's my favourite music.

YWith love, Valerie




Beautiful stark naked angels
Tuesday, October 17, 2006


(P.S. I am not the mother)


Children are the only ones who can play with their own saliva and not be deemed disgusting. Because they look too angelic/good to be true! The grandpa and his granddaughter were sitting directly opposite of me in the cabin as I watched their every single thigh-slapper gesture like a live comedy performance. There was one time in which I failed holding back my laughter and let out a sound almost loud, and my reflexes exercised themselves good as I immediately looked away, looked behind, looked inside my bag, trying hard to portray a nonchalant image. But actually I'm bursting&dying inside just having to forbid myself getting up and roll on the floor laughing.

Supressing laughter is like supressing shit surging out. Very uncomfortable.

YWith love, Valerie




Creep
Sunday, October 15, 2006


When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather, in a beautiful world.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

YWith love, Valerie




Borders bothers
Monday, October 09, 2006

Disconsolation consumed the whole of me as I discovered a few stressed & fresh pimples this morning, thus I immediately went to fix an afternoon facial appointment in town. Must be those late nights which contributed to insufficient sleep.. Is that a price I have to pay for fun!? Sigh..

Time was carefully whiled away as I was reading fashion magazines & books on random picks at Borders. And so I came across something which I fathom quite rather well:


"Balancing is the art of discipline because giving something up is painful."

The aforementioned naked truth is something we all have to learn, the hard way.

YWith love, Valerie




2nd celebn
Monday, October 09, 2006

Ivan! Gotcha!
joe & prawns
My beef mozza-tofu! @ tcc
Chinaone @ clarke quay.
Didn't get to take picture with shuqi&sinyen.
and 4 more girls who can't make it - don't worry i understand the A's are coming. :)
Thanks thanks thanks to Daphne who got us doughnuts from Korea itself.


The End.

YWith love, Valerie




Tony Roma's & Home
Sunday, October 08, 2006


Amelia

Pepsi
Picture-perfect!

Foooooood @ Tony Roma's
Mercy
I like the chocolatey cake they got for me
#1
#2
#3
#4
The opposite of a birthday suit. HAHA!
Us
@ Homeclub


More than this i guess
edited/joe this is the pudding.
victor mercy pepsi me joe joanne
All the things that happened when I was sober, were noted & kept in me! :)
All the things that happened when I was drunk, were forgotten except the time when I regurgitated all the pork ribs (I had earlier on) and liquor.
Many many thanks to the friends who spent sucha night with me.
Though my 18th birthday is the first ever one that I spent with only like 5 friends(!!?), I still had fun!
allthelove, Valerie!

YWith love, Valerie




Now that I'm 18...
Saturday, October 07, 2006

YWith love, Valerie




An Early Post for Oct 7th
Thursday, October 05, 2006


My sister (hand-carried) looks like a teletubbie!
@ my birthday a decade+ ago.


Having been bestowed with the gift of getting to grace the face of earth for another more year, for the eighteenth time, is in itself a pleasure already.

And what makes my years and the ride in life worthwhile is having being blessed with a fatherly father, a motherly mother, two siblings who always get out of hand (double joy double pain), many platonic&non-platonic friends, a few ex-boyfriends who taught me how to love, a few bestfriends who proved to be ever-ready, a few listening ears, a few shopping buddies, a few chill buddies, a few talk-cock buddies, a heart full of faith, hope, trust, courage and love.

To the people who made me a better person, I am grateful.
To the people whose hearts I broke, I am penitent.
To the people who share my joy, when are we going to do that again!?

Happy Birthday Me! (:

YWith love, Valerie




Sunshine after the rain
Tuesday, October 03, 2006

As much as I find placidity in music I love, I find solace in the crisp sound of the rain as well. And right now, it's raining. The monotonous rhythm of the splitter-splatter is almost therapeutical to the soul, and is gradually dispersing off all the trivialities which have been blown up by definitely-not-me recently. Indeed, what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

Trivialities, they are they are they are. So...do not contend, do not fight, do not pick a bone, again. Because ultimately, it will all dwindle down to nothing at all.

Mind peace World peace Mind peace World peace, please.

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P.S. I am growing disgustingly fat now, binging on food almost every other day. When I hit 55kg, I'm considering liposuction as the highway to happiness.

P.P.S There are so many things left to remind... of a love I just can't leave behind.


Below: At least these made me smile.


(The above picture dates back many years ago, but the intangible trust and joy we find in each other, is still going strong, very strong.)

YWith love, Valerie