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Rotten mood
Monday, May 29, 2006

Plot a graph, and I'll mark my mood at the negative field - rock bottom area.

Seems like the only thing that will divert my attention from the QA paper which I made a total disaster, is the yoghurt that I eat everyday.
Trainrides home at 7plus should be love, but today I just wish to lock myself in the room and say.. "Everything is so screwed."

YWith love, Valerie




Sorrow drips into..
Wednesday, May 24, 2006

"Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown."

Particularly like this particular part of a particular song from a particular band. :)

YWith love, Valerie




To my writing friend
Monday, May 22, 2006


Thank you for being with me through my jolly good and jolly bad times.
You might be already on your way to the garbage or god-knows-where.
I am sorry I have to abandon you because my mom dislikes holding back defective things.
But don't worry, because Pencil, your graveyard is right here in my heart.

YWith love, Valerie




Da Vinci Code
Sunday, May 21, 2006

It is funny how somebody else's Monkey can end up on your bed.
And no, the Monkey is not Kingkong anymore.
It is just at my disposal..
(/Evil laughter)
P.S. I had my fair share of fun yesterday, thank you! :)
Dont be silly, it's not for Princess Sophie.
-
I'm not stupid.. I'm not stupid.
It's just because I didn't read the book.
I'm not stupid - I just can't understand the movie.

YWith love, Valerie




Giant
Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Orange Julius's Cornado hotdog is the only thing I had today mind you.
:'(
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I SAW ALVIN TAN ZHENG YANG (GIANT) OTW HOME TODAY.
Boy, am I glad to see you!
.
.
(Daphne you must be freaking jealous. Hahahaha.)

YWith love, Valerie




The subway
Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Nowadays, I am much of a commuter who always doze off.
I used to have considerable hatred for them in the past.
It happened on most occasions when the person sitting next to you is hibernating.
(Hey Amelia! Know what I am thinking of? "Brother Bear!")
And usually you are in it, when he hangs his sleepy head loose, on a breakable thread.

You have this half-mind of waking him up, getting another seat, or even just keeping your fingers crossed that his head doesn't drop.
Unanticipatedly, he opened his eyes, stood up and made his way to the cabin exit almost smoothly.
Naturally, you will fume and question yourself: "Did he really sleep?"

YWith love, Valerie




Life is about..
Sunday, May 14, 2006

I am currently talking to my good friend, Xiangwei, about his recent big crush.
I was questioning him if the girl has a MSN account, because she is so going to see his nick.

[xiangwei] my girl, i feel for you. says:
haha
[xiangwei] my girl, i feel for you. says:
but what the heck.
[xiangwei] my girl, i feel for you. says:
life is about taking chances..
[xiangwei] my girl, i feel for you. says:
and im not gonna let this slip-up

I admire my friend's courage.

YWith love, Valerie




Where are the words we used to sing aloud?
Saturday, May 13, 2006

My brother was missing because the stork was on the way.

Mother's Day is like tomorrow.
In the card was written: We are naughty, but we love you.
I think it can't be more apt.
---
While the beautician worked on my face, I took the time off as well to tidy up my thoughts and such.
Sigh, urban dwellers.

YWith love, Valerie




Helter-skelter
Saturday, May 13, 2006

I want to mind my own BUSINESS.

Christmas & its goodness

BigButt, Giant, Squarehead. That guy in the middle I miss him so so much.


Hey I like this picture. Money, sex and booze.

My best friends who are always there spiritually.


Again.


So candid.





Today is a random day.
Just look at my random finds.

YWith love, Valerie




A lady's confession
Thursday, May 11, 2006



Finally, the last lesson for the day.
The mind was saturated with snippets of information.
The temples throbbed away intensely..
My eyes almost teemed with tears because of the unrelenting headache.

Then Hey Presto! I was well again! :D

As I was busy copying down MR notes from the projector's screen.
My stomach let out a growl.
Like...

Oops wrong picture.

I was very amused by my own growl, and kept smiling to myself.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm sound. Seriously.

I haven't been eating breakfast and lunch for the past few days.
I know it is unhealthy and morally wrong.
But in fact what makes you go on, is when you find your steps so much lighter, you almost could dance.

YWith love, Valerie




"Never Say Die"
Monday, May 08, 2006

AMELIA OF COURSE I SAW YOUR POST ABOUT ME!
I made a spectacle of myself in class.
Wahahaha... Okay for those who want my enlightenment.
In brief words, I insisted on my answer "banner" 3 times in Alice's Mktg lesson.
Then Felicia told the whole class I'm Yong Bu Yan Bai.
And classmates started saying I am contestant #9.
Darn. Haha. I was a clown for today.
---
I was talking to Brandon, about me blushing.
So I made this.

And I recalled something that I hate about myself.
I blush for no reason at all times.
Just smiling alone makes me blush.
And if I am simply ticked to the max? I look like a sun-kissed tomato.
I will really blush only if I see my crush's ass. Period!!!


(This is my new friend.)

YWith love, Valerie




Mass tryst
Sunday, May 07, 2006

Looking out of the cabin, bright light shone through.
Memories of what seemed recent, are already months old.
Retrospecting is now so so me.
"Move on" and "Old things have to go" are cliche - so, they don't work on me.
A tiny part of my mental faculty still hanker for mass tryst.
Give me a time and place, now.

YWith love, Valerie




Soul-searching
Saturday, May 06, 2006

It was a really fine day to start out with.
Well, because I skipped Business Law Lecture. It was break after that.
i.e. I went school three hours later than scheduled.

All worn out because of the menstrual cramps that has yet resided.
Go away.

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Met my secondary school girls for dinner @ Marina Bay.
Fabulous talks over dinner - I enjoyed them!
Happy 18th Birthday Angeline! (in advance)
We were supposed to be full, but we settled at City Link's TCC for yet another food session.
Because girls go gaga over chocolate.
I had Chocolate Charlotte. Nice, but I don't like it at all. Haha.
I am keeping it noted to try Dark Devotion, because I tried Daphne's!
We started to talk futuristically, about school (Universities), marriage and yada.
Seriously I am getting cold feet about university.
What if I have to go overseas to further my studies?
It is going to be a sleepless night. I cannot bear to dash Daddy's high hopes of us entering the U.
His faith in the words over a coffee talk recently was easily sensed.
Haha and about marriage. I thought someone can take care of me forever and I can be a taitai, period. But the in-thing is to become a modern woman! Support yourself for everything.
I HAVE NOT REACH EIGHTEEN, but I am trying to pre-empt everything. This is scary for a seventeen (going eighteen) years old girl like me. Too much to handle.

YWith love, Valerie




A bag of bones
Tuesday, May 02, 2006

I had StarBucks Iced Cocoa Venti for 2 consecutive days.
This will be my favourite drink from now on.
Daddy always order Cappucino Tall.

The first thing in the afternoon of the public holiday (Labour Day) was to attend a shop's grand opening.
Then we went for retail therapy session.

At last I settled for a Guess handbag and sister got a Guess watch.
Thank you Dad!
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Mom went to fix her LV bag strap for SGD48.
Wonderful, something new will soon be added to my bags' collection.
Bags/shoes I can't really choose.
But if I really got to choose, it shall be none other than
bags.
And how I wish I am just a bag of bones.
Mercy, Amelia and I were magicians only for today, flauting fresh poker card tricks to our rather new classmates.
Initially I was dumbstruck for words at the grandeur of magic.
Then I gave up and decided that it was just plain deceit. Haha.
My new classmates were seemingly amazed by the awe of magic.
But I felt like a total deceiver.

Note to Pepsi: You didn't come school today! The 3 of us were feeling all different without you. We seriously miss your laughter, though they were like hyena's. Get well soon, darling. :D

YWith love, Valerie